Escape Velocity

I have experienced series of undesired outcomes which has been repetitive in nature in the field of stock trading. I felt like I was trapped in a vicious circle of loosing. I tried to work upon many things to get out of this phase. I was able to get out of the circle with some amount of hard work, only to get back into it. The frustration kept on building up and the mind started to play games. Instability crept in. Started not only to feel like a looser but started to believe like a looser and worst of all, started to behave like a looser. My actions in all the aspects of life and not anymore limited to trading started to reflect a looser.

So obviously there was no way to get back to the path of success if I were to behave like a looser. Once I realized this I started to work on this aspect, and was able to get out of that vicious circle once again. As I said earlier it was a repetitive pattern. So, I am sure by now you know what was coming next. Yes, you have guessed it right, I got back once again to the circle of loosing, only this time I was anticipating it to happen. By now I was so sure of myself that I knew pretty well that, I will fail. For the first time I was not frustrated with the failure rather I was happy, as something that I was anticipating had come true. One might find it pretty silly or some might even say that I started to enjoy failure.

I started to understand the basic structure of the markets, myself and my surroundings, and thus I knew what was in store for me if I continue with what I was doing until now. I will stay in the circle of loosing. So something needed to be done, something needed to be changed. What was that something, I started to examine and re-examine my earlier phases of winning and loosing, but I did not change anything nor was I interested in finding a solution. I was just interested in knowing what I have been doing, just as the way I did it, with no justification, whatsoever.

I have mostly been an keen observer of nature and have always appreciated how nature works. I realized that if I were to get out of the circle of loosing and not get back to it, I just needed to work on one thing that will produce enough push, that can throw me far away from the loosing circle's orbit. Rest will be taken care by the force of the nature.

This structural change has helped me and I believe can help anyone to get out of the undesired state of current being. Just work hard on one thing and build the required escape velocity to transcend to the new orbit of winning.